Hi, as you know I am on vacation right now and that vacation, unfortunately, is just going to end. It was a nice time for me. First of all, because it was our first vacation in a warm place after about 8 years of hard working and try to build or maybe even rebuild our life. So it was nice to experience overall. And I had cool opportunity to think about many things. To make some decisions, understand better where am I?, where to go?, what I want?, a lot of things. I even try to write some of my ideas to not forget. And I even want to public it here for a some time, but than I decided that there are mostly for me and not for share, not yet.
I had one very nice conversation not so long time ago and the key question I heard was about mistakes and failures I had. I could not understand why this questions produce so many different perspective of view and ideas in my head, but it did.
And it reminds me one story told me by my grandmother, that happened at hospital, where she worked at, about one inmate. He is very sick, so my grandma asks him maybe he wants to confess, because hospital is regularly visited by priest. An he says to her – I am not sure I can. Why is that? – she asks. – I did not confess about 20 years, but you know I will do that. And after some time my grandma visits this guy again because she is simply very curious and asks him – how you are confess was like? and He says – it was very fast. – How is it possible after 20 years? – she asks. He says – I confessed that I did not nothing serious like murder or crime, or fire something or steal anything and so on and so far, so I had not any hard sin, and when I am thinking about small sins – He said – like be not nice to my wife or family, telling bad things, drinking, do not care about something, curse and other small sins. – I simply did all of them – he says – So, it was very fast confess – he laughs ;-).
And that is something I realized after thinking about my mistakes in life and work. That is something similar to above story. So, I did nothing really serious in anything or for anyone. And if you think about small mistakes or wrong words or stupid failures, I just made all of them ;-). And understanding of this makes me very happy. Because of all small mistakes can be fixed and I try to fix all of them immediately after I made all of them.
And what about new way direction? I do not know, I am mean I am still looking for something nice to do, so if you have any idea just let me know and contact with me. Now I want to get new inspirations. So, I try to go to be on audience of TEDx Krakow 2013 this year and I just receiving message that place of it will be changed. So, there is more of sit places and if you would like to go I recommended to visit registration page and try to get place. I am not sure I will be chosen, but I try to register anyway.